But I dont want to live my life, esp. this normal life so long.

可是，我并不想如此平庸的活那么长。

youdao

I'm not even at a medium level when considering cryptography coding, but I dont want to implement a high secure system for one part and 0 secure system for another part.

在考虑加密编码时，我甚至没有中级，但我不想为一部分实现高安全系统，为另一部分实现0安全系统。

youdao

I am very sad. I dont want to cry. But why are my tears falling down?

我很难过，我不想哭，为什么我的眼泪就掉了下来？

youdao

But I dont want to imply that I was dealing with drug dealers or nuclear traffickers.

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