I was a nobody and not inclined to beg for mercy or to show it.

我是个微不足道的小人物，无意乞求怜悯或将之暴露给别人。

youdao

And although it is hard for me to hear this, yet for truth's sake I will allege my SINS against myself, so that I may more easily deserve to beg Your mercy.

这样的话，我虽然不乐意听，但我当依照真理，反对自己，承认自己的罪，以容易获得仁慈的宽赦。

youdao

And although it is hard for me to hear this, yet for truth's sake I will allege my SINS against myself, so that I may more easily deserve to beg Your mercy.

这样的话，我虽然不乐意听，但我当依照真理，反对自己，承认自己的罪，以容易获得仁慈的宽赦。

youdao